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Happylildeadgirl

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How goes it?

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Sitting and wathing Rock's Modern Life, I've just finished laundry.
I recently learned about the planned reboot so I decided it was fitting to watch through the series again. I am enjoying it greatly.
I've been keeping busy with work, so I haven't updated recently, but the good news is there should be another upload batch coming soon. Hopefully with some variety.
I'm actually thinking of opening for a commission or trade soon. I need more prismamarkers. I know there are a lot of options, but I am comfortable and set in my ways I guess.
So, what have you guys been up to? Hope all is well.  What kind of stuff that I do are yall enjoying? Is there something yall would like to see? I'm enjoying getting experimental with my ideas.
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Another update

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Well, another round of uploads are done. 
I believe this will be the last of the massive uploads for a while.
I know that that there is still artwork that I need to post, but After 2 weeks in a row where I post a massive amount is done.

i'm glad to have managed to complete this, as I'll be spending tomorrow packing for Texas furry Fiesta and leaving Tuesday after work. 
this is a much needed vacation that I'm looking forward to.

I hope all is well with yall.
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I've been at this computer for 5 hours uploading art piece after art piece.
I am pretty sure I've uploaded over 100 pieces easily, and I'm hoping I have not been too big of an irritence to my watchers who weren't expecting that. I guess that's a benifit to having stacks.

Actually there's a lot of things I have yet to learn about the new layout of Deviantart.
For example, what are these adorable lamas all about? They intrigue me.

anyway, I'm probably going to give it a day or two before I start my next batch upload. I have a few commissions I need to finish soon. I'm going to Texas Furry Fiesta and want to make sure that I have all my artwork done in that aspect. I'm realizing that as I upload more artwork, I may have to consider doing the Core membership. I need a way to organize things that I put on here better than just folders. Sub folders are rapidly becoming a necessity.

Maybe I should offer a trade of art for membership?
Or I can just pay for it myself like a responsible adult *chuckles*

Anyway, I have to get to the TV station. I still have a few hours of work left to do.

Cheers!

Pan
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I'm not sure what prompted me to come over to this site. I'm not sure what motivated me to log in and start to clean and organize things. 
I think a lot has to do with that fact that my life finally settled down to something manageable. I feel as though I can actually begin to create once more. 
I'm going to slowly begin rebuilding this page. I'm going to start getting back into the swing of things and with any luck, I'll have all my artwork and such on here within a few months. 

i'm done hiding and jumping around. There was a reason that I cam here. A lot of it was the pleasure of anonymity among the masses whilst still being able to share my creations. 

My artwork has slowed down over the years as I have attempted to create a decent life for myself. I'm sure there are at least one or two of you who wonder what the hell happened. Well, I'll tell you...

A lot.
2011 to 2013 I found myself in what I had believed would be a lifetime relationship. He was a wonderful man who cared about me. A person who I could talk to and would give me reasonable advice and honest feelings. He supported me desire to create and all my crazy intentions. Sadly, that turned out to be a disaster that was perpetuated by rose colored glasses. A woman came along who believed that she should have him and went onward to create the most destructive and misery inducing 2 years of my life. I finally broke down when I found out she had gotten him hooked on hard drugs. I was desperate for a way out when I realized I would never be happy if we were to stay together.

So I took a job working for Larry Dixon and Mercedes Lackey (yes the author) who happened to run a Raptor Rehab. It was a good place to be. In the country away from the city and state that I had lived in, and I was able to center myself and find out where I should be and reflect upon what happened. 2014 was an interesting year. From an owl that I had to sing Frank Sinatra to in order to keep her from attacking me, to waking up at 3 in the morning to the sound of peacocks crying (which sound nightmarish), it was an intense and necessary experience. As the year went by I realized that, while I enjoyed it there, I did not belong. I loved every person there who had been so kind to me and will be eternally grateful.

A friend and I were talking, and he offered me a place to stay. He knew that I would be moving out there with little and no job, and he was understanding. 
I've been here ever since. There are good and bad times. There are ups and downs. I finally started dating casually, and almost a year ago now I met a kind and loyal man. We are dating, and both of us have been through enough in our life that we do not feel a need to rush, but we both know we're in it for the long haul, each ready to settle down and have companionship. He lives in another state, but we see each other regularly and so things are well.

I work in television now as a Master Control Operator. A job that I had once before back in 2011. I never really wanted to leave the job in the first place, but I was young and wanted to try and make an attempt at making it in the world. I feel like I never should have left the job. I have always had a love for working in media and, truth be told, at one time wanted to be a movie star. Those dreams are long behind me, but I am happy and enjoy what I do.

I traveled and went to conventions. I started up events. I've made friends and enemies. I've come to accept who I am. While the last few years have occasionally been difficult and trying, I do not regret anything. I have learned so much, seen and experienced so many things, and I have no desire to regret anything that has happened.

I want to breathe life back into this page. I want to started regularly using this site. I know that since I've left that A LOT has changed. I know that there are many more people on here, that the site has changed, and that things are evolving. That's to be expected.

Well, I'm back, and I look forward to meeting everyone again.

Cheers!
Pan
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There has been a lot going on lately, which isn't unusual. I'm getting ready to have the big move, and I'm only a semester away from  graduating now, then I get to decide what I'm going to do with my life from here on out.
Woohoo!

I have a lot of options in front of me I believe, but the biggest thing is I need to get my stuff up on here and make sure it's all organized.
This is going to take awhile, but once it's all organized I'm sure it will be very much worth it.

In other news I have found a new gratitude for my studio.
It has proven to be a key factor in a lot of my things I have to do.
I need to renew it with Matt in the fall...

not much else to say, there is some artwork calling my name.
Later.
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